tarantara

2004-07-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

My beloved kitten Pippin died today.
Another sad and miserable day of my life.

I was watching the TV when suddenly mu maid cried out "Icu!Ida!Datang sini,cepat!"in this panic tone.So I rushed downstairs.She pointed outside.I couldnt see anything so i went outside.Then i saw Pippin.
Lying lifelessly on the street.

I quickly rushed towards Pippin.I didnt know wether it was Pippin or not lying on the street,and I was praying and hoping it wasn't one of our many cats.But as soon as I saw Pippin's bloody face,I broke into a sob.A big sob.I didn't care I was being a crybaby or not at that time.I didn't even care that my neighbours colud hear me and Ida crying loudly on the street.I've lost my kitten.

My maid was crying too.She was really fond of Pippin.She said she was in the kitchen when she heard a loud noise from outside and went to see.Pippin got hit by a car.The car was speeding,and the driver didnt even stop to see wther Pippin was okay or not after she fucking hit her.This is a neighbourhood.That bastard driver shouldn't even be speeding.I hope whoever the driver is will terime balasan daripada Allah.Pippin is innocent.

Just this morning after I woke up I saw Pippin.I was on the balcony and Pippin saw me and meowed.I think that's why I didnt go to school today.It was like a sign or something that...oh God.I really miss her.

Goodbye Pippin.May you rest in peace.

2004-06-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

School was okay.I got back my exam results for addd math,chem,math,english and bm.Except for english,the other subjects was like hell.My parents dont know yet,but when they find out im gonna be dead meat.Seriously.All the money for my tutors was for nothing.Im so frustrated with my results.They're not good enough and its not wut i expected.Sure.I studied during the last minute and this is what i got.Im so damn menyesal.

So,anyway im not gonna be blogging for a while.SPM is only 4 months left,not including SPM trial.God.How im gonnat get through those dreadful 4 months?I have to work my brains off so i wont end up like mid term exams.So stressed.I have to study really hard so i can get a scholarship to study abroad~London!~.So im gonna stop here and stard studying realllyy hard.Wish me luck,everyone!

Tarantara~!

2004-06-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

Dead bored.

Seriously,i thought school hols was gonna be fun and all dat,but its just plain and i had no fun things to do.Wished i had a cute bf,than i could go out with him.But nope.And all my frens here are so lame,when i suggest doing fun or daring things they went,"uh..no tqs.Im not into dat".Wut about Sarah the ultimate bitch?(sorry i used those word)She's so evil.Making up bad stories bout me and spreading it to the whole school.And she's responsible for making Syed hating me(at least i think so).Oh,to hell with Syed.Its his choice to believe every single word Sarah said about me.Now we're officially not taliking and we're now like strangers in dis unfair world.

Yeah,story about my pathetic life.

2004-06-08T09:46:00.000+08:00

Last nite i watched dis story 'Heart Of A Child' on NTV7.It was such a...i dont know how to put it but it was really,really sad.Probably the most saddest story ive ever seen.Its about dis baby has this penyakit called 'ephanance'(its dat rite?i dont remember)where her brain cannot function but all her other organs is developing normally.But when her mom gives birth to her she only has a few days to lives and there's no cure for her sickness.So her parents decided to dermakan her heart to a baby dat has dis penyakit called 'Left Ventrical Symptom'.In the end the heart of the baby still lives in this child.
Anyway i had dis dream where me n my frens went on a trip to Venice with a big ship instead of a plane.Weird.I also had my hair cut.(no its not a dream).Its very short but not as as short as Ida who will be completely istaken as a boy.Hehe.Ive never kept my hair long.Who cares wut d guys said to me?
Qayyum:Simpanla panjang sikit,tak simpan mana nak tau elok ke tak?
Syed:Tryla simpan rambut panjang.Barula nampak girlish.
Wut the hell man?If they really like me they just hav to accept me as who i am,rite?So wuts the point of liking someone if u tell her or him how to act and all dat?So how are we gonna be our ownselves?Dats y i decided to never keep my hair long.I wanna see who's d Ist guy who will like and accept me as who i am.

2004-06-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to Gurney P.My two lil sis n lil cousin wanted popcorns so i went to buy them.The cashier was kinda charming!hehe.After dat we watched HP 3.It was fantastic!!Tom Felton is gettin more n more cute.Seriously,he looks a bit like Devon Sawa and Eminem,even though i dont like Eminem.So i got out of the cinema,went to wuts-it-name shop.Bought two pink bangles,one orange and a pink ring with some fake pink diomands on it.Went to Axxez and saw a pink kinda ancient bangle.Wanted to buy it but didnt bring enuff money.Ill buy it the next time ill go there.So around 7pm dad called.Told me n ida to wait by the car.Then we went to see my grandfolks at my uncle's house.Around 10pm we went home.
So today,all my relatives is at Parit Buntar for my uncle's wedding.I didnt go cuz i hav an add math clas dis afternoon.SPM beb.Another five months je.Mom said 10A' je not enuff,i have to score straight A1's.Cuz d population of smart n brilliant n intelligents teens makin bertambah.Oooohhh..im so scared!I've got to work my brains off dis instant!!!!!

2004-06-04T21:16:00.000+08:00

Im still in my baju kurung and i have not took a bath yet.My small house is crowded with my cousins and my aunts and uncles.Why?Cuz my uncle is getting married today.Today my uncle just went to Perak and akad nikah at the masjid in Parit Buntar.This Sunday is gonna be his majlis persandingan.So i hafta go again.~Groans~:(
Anyways,while i was taking dis pic of a very pretty butterfly in my "garden" my dad came home from work.He went inside and he said to Ida,"Guess wut?".Ida said wut?Dad showed her the harry potter tickets!~YAY~Im so excited cuz ever since i have finished reading the book 'Harry Potter And The Prisonor Of Azkaban' I cant wait fore the movie to come out.Hehe,I can watch and drool over Oliver Wood's cute face!!;)
So as u can all see,finally the date and time settings has been changed.Tqs to Nikee by the way.:)Okay,i wanna go and take a bath.
Tarantara!

2004-06-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

Damn it.I can't change the date and time settings.I asked ida how she did it,but she said she forgot how to already.Dohh.
So note it.Today is Thursday,3 June 2004.The day Harry Potter is comin out,okay dokey??
Tarantara!!

2004-06-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

I watched The Mothman Prophecies last nite.Dat story was creepy.But i kept on watching cuz i wanna know how it ends.The story ended at 12.30am.Tq goodness i had no trouble sleeping thinkin bout d creepy mothman with its red eyes.
Harry Potter's comin out today!!Dad promised dat we can go watch it today,but as usual he forgot to book the tickets.So we'lll be goin next week instead of today.Nvm though,coz dad usually has an ot today.I wanted to go n watch Confessions Of A Teenage Drama Queen,coz d movie sounds interesting but now its too late to go out.
Anyway i have to catch up on my studies.I dont know a damn thing bout Bio Form 4 coz i forgot all about it.Damn it.Everytime i study chem or bio or history or any subject i'll surely forget all the facts,let's see,a day after dat.Why cant it just stay in my
bloody head??
Im so scared!!Why do we have to go through SPM???Can somebody tell me??

2004-06-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

Chemistry class was canceled.Cikgu Bani just got back from d hospital.He has a heart problem.Poor him.:(
Life's been boring lately.Not to mention dull and lame.I wish i had more frens here like at Sultanah Asma.But no.All d girls here seem so giddy,the kind dat i hate.All of them are like,flirty-and-giggly type.Gross.And they all only suke kejar mat rempit.Lagila gross.If i hang out with em i'll sure gonna look like one of em.
Its been several months i havent seen Qayyum.I know he's back here already,but if i keluar pegi run errands and if i terserempak with him,surely he buat duuno kat me.I know why.But im not gonna tell here.Hehe.
Life suck.

2004-06-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was even boring.Dad bought two new dvds.Along Came Polly and Secret Window.
Johhny Depp turned out to be crazy in Secret Window.Mom asked bile nak keluar nek beli seluar tu?i answered esoklah..malas.Dat means today.Anyway malam ni got tuition chemistry.Malas siot.But wut can i do??SPM is only 5 months away.And instead of studying,im playing with the pc.Huh.

2004-05-31T09:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i was at Batu Feringgi.My parents were having some kind of dentistry conference.I didnt want to follow,but they forced me so dat i could babysit my lil sis there while they went to their conference.Bor-ring.So on Sunday morning,i went down to d hotel restoran with my sis to have breakfast.Mom n dad was already at the conference thingy.I ate nasi lemak with hash brown potatoes.Yummy.After dat they wanted to swim at d beach.So i asked for towels and the guy working there was cute!hehe.Ok i malas to go into more details.After swimming went back to d hotel room.Packed our things and mom n dad got back.packed their things and off we went to gurney.Watched a movie with my whole family.The Day After Tomorrow.D story was very interesting.Then we jalan-jalan and about 8.30pm we went home.

2004-05-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

Yay!!Ist day of school holiday..and exam's finally over.What a relief.